Thursday, November 27, 2003

wow, apologize for banality but so grateful not to have been deleted from virtual world ORANGEDOORHINGESTILLLIVES!!!!
hooray for the bald-headed guy that represents the angel of victory over the satan of despair (lucifer you soggy match you )
I will return

Sunday, June 22, 2003

The truth sets us free.
Conspiracy theories that feed on fear are bait for traps---they give us a false sense of power, seducing us with the feeling of choosing what we believe; but every conspiracy theory that does not acknowledge our power to live in the world we choose to live in is another doorway to a world ruled by fear. The truth will set you free.
how are children forbidden ---they are taught that they will be failures, they are told that they are bad when they fail to pay attention to old thoughts that bore them. how are we enslaved---by being taught that we must give up our own wills for our own good. How are we silenced---we silence ourselves and those we love---to "protect" ourselves and those we love.
One mind is not the mind we are submitting to that is false mind fed by fear and greed. It is a trap. How can we know the truth---it is possible because the truth sets us free to choose what we love and the love makes us more not less.
Walking down the path under green leaves of light in the early morning with my friend the medicine man pipe carrier and wondering why more people don't show up for sacred ceremonies; I said, I think it's the difficulty of living in two worlds.
Thinking about this, I realize the modern world paradigm is a tryannical dictator so it's no wonder that this time has been so much about the necessity of defeating these. Yet, there is another world living in the light awaiting new open-eyed voyagers who will re-make the relationships with human beings and the stars of earth.
In the mean time children are forbidden to daydream or think for themselves, adults are slaves to schedules, bureaucracy and conformity, and creativity is held prisoner, chained to making money. Those who claim their freedom are ridiculed and silenced.

Thursday, June 12, 2003

Matrix Reloaded! Guess who are Faith, Hope and Love? All facing the challenges of free will---that changes prophecy and challenges cherished beliefs, that is confounded by the unknown and the forces of evil, that must never give in, give up or be ruled.
The Architect is a classic God of Dualism---there are only two choices!! And the Oracle though she is more than her embodiment is limited by the rules of the creation when she is embodied in it; however she can guide yu to see the keymaker! At last, movies about real life where there will forever be back doors.
June full womb of the angel moon is soon---where will we be turning under the stars?

Saturday, May 03, 2003

A friend of mine downtown was telling me a story about how he is known for showing up when people start talking about him and wondering where he is, so I said to him how does he know if he shows up because they're talking about him or if he sends his thoughts ahead so that they start talking about him when he's going to show up.
One way causality is a local convenience we agree to: keepin' it simple for geers because they have to do all that math and hey, they make handy gadgets.
Down with one way bridges. Up with the chicken and the egg.

Thursday, April 03, 2003

I met a man from Africa today who wanted me to sit and talk with him, it is good I am finally learning to share stories from my life with people. We talked about cats and how they sleep for around twenty hours a day, and I said I think they are living in another world---they are lucid dreamers---and he said it depends what you think the real world is, and I knew that for him there is not the separation that there is for me. So used am I to thinking of a limited dimensionality as the "real world" that is home. And yet when I feel myself bounded and confined within only three or four dimensions I feel cut-off, exiled from my home, missing the biggest part of me and I feel helpless to make real choices or change the world I live in---same as living in the Matrix. The Matrix is only a trap for our souls if we believe it is the only reality. There is so much more of us that is real outside of this picture cube.

Monday, March 24, 2003

the human body is the crucible. Every mixture in a crucible is at first impure, diluted and confined. But the very act of living in the human body is a constant act of refinement and transmutation. What primal elements have been mixed and stirred and rarified in you or me? Gods and Goddesses are primal elements personified and they live a life through us even as we live through the elements of our body.Without them, we are dispirited. Most modern North Americans are so used to being dispirited that they don't know that their low energy state is not normal. They try to live by the weak lights of the ghost in the machine. Dispirited they are ripe for a dictatorship that moves in to fill the vacuum.
Consciousness naturally wants to expand. We need to taste and blend with other consciousnesses as much as we need food or drink. We are starving for this contact.

Saturday, March 22, 2003

massive feeding frenzy---fear and death
Can you imagine what kinds of aliens war attracts to our dear sweet beautiful earth?
big fat pig stinking slugs that like to wallow in the offal of our adrenalin rushes to make themselves feel more alive
and superior because we are so willing to off ourselves for them to feast on
So be clear
about what you love
feel it really
and don't let them suck you up

Friday, March 21, 2003

In the last kiss that mattered, what did you say?