Thursday, April 03, 2003

I met a man from Africa today who wanted me to sit and talk with him, it is good I am finally learning to share stories from my life with people. We talked about cats and how they sleep for around twenty hours a day, and I said I think they are living in another world---they are lucid dreamers---and he said it depends what you think the real world is, and I knew that for him there is not the separation that there is for me. So used am I to thinking of a limited dimensionality as the "real world" that is home. And yet when I feel myself bounded and confined within only three or four dimensions I feel cut-off, exiled from my home, missing the biggest part of me and I feel helpless to make real choices or change the world I live in---same as living in the Matrix. The Matrix is only a trap for our souls if we believe it is the only reality. There is so much more of us that is real outside of this picture cube.